Lies and Truth

Common tests start tomorrow. I managed to finish most of the revision. I just hope that I can pull this off flawlessly.

I went to St Anne’s Church fun fair today. They were having their Feast Day. I bought one of those wrist bands. This one says, “Defend Life!” It glows in the dark too!

Some young teacher in Maris Stella died. I never knew her. She was a new teacher. It was heart failure, according to the official story. However, I am not going to speculate on the unofficial story. I will just continue to pray, for the living and the dead.

Even if the school authorities are withholding the truth from everyone, I guess they have a reason to. It, is a dirty word. Go figure.

Before Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger the so-called ‘Panzerkardinal’ became Benedict XIV this year, in the year 2000 he said, “Truth has always bothered people and is never comfortable.” I guess that is true. (no pun intended!) I mean, how long can we run away?

We should instead turn around and run forward.

Have you ever wondered what your dreams are supposed to mean? Well, I’d like to know. I’ve had many strange dreams in the past one year. My dreams are like a mirror of my life. They tell me what I am, and what I am not. But I have never succeeded in understanding them fully. Maybe it’s meant to be this way?

It is very hard to forget the dreams of old. But I try to forget the impossible ones.

君が見えなくて　見えなくて

何度も呼びかけるよ

こんなにそばにいるのに　

会いたくて･･･止められなくて

壊れそうなほど抱きしめていても

君が届かない

Lies and Truth　墜ちてゆく

真実を探せない

誰より大切なのに　信じてる気持ち揺れてる

壊れそうなほど抱きしめていても

君が届かない

(I can't see you, can't see you I call out countless times Though you're this close to me I miss you... I can't stop it Even if I hold you so tight you seem about to break You don't realize it

Lies and truth, I'm falling I can't find the truth Though I treasure you more than anyone My belief in you wavers Even if I hold you so tight you seem about to break You don't realize it)

L’arc en ciel – Lies and Truth