Inorganic Chemistry, We don't have any chemistry. Microbiology, Megadisaster. Physical Chemistry, Intellectual torture. How did my practicals go? You say leh? Damn it I should have studied pH buffers....It really came out....Damn it die already...If I'm tyco enough I will just pass, but I see very little chance of it. Shit lah, then microbiology I damn scared ah. My gram staining totally gone. I did it 3 times but still couldn't figure it out. Then my slide cracked because I didn't cool it before applying crystal violet. Shit ah...Ah at least my streak plate and spread plate can make it lah. I hope. Today I went for exam mass in school. NYP's Legion of Mary organised it. They called the priest from Christ the King, I think. I can't remember his name. Lol, it seems legion is dying everywhere. They only got 4 members. But then, NYP so big, how many Catholics are there? And out of at least 300 of them how many actually give a damn about religion in school? Not many I'd reckon. But that's not for us to judge. Well the people at mass today were a nice bunch of people. Quite friendly. There were a few lecturers there. Ah, a lot of them are from nursing. I will enjoy corresponding with them in future. My class ah, haiz...Damn sad ah...So much politics.. They are a great bunch, but I think that this warfare is inevitable. It was commented that our class has strong personality. Hence, it is inevitable that there will be personality clashes. An undeniable fact of life, rather sad. Well, I will pray for them. We'll see what happens. I'm making the wall inside my heart I don't wanna let my emotions get out It scares me to look at the world Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes I tried to drown my past in grey I never wanna feel more pain Ran away from you without saying any words What I don't wanna lose is love Through my eyes Time goes by like tears My emotion's losing the color of life Kill my heart Release all my pain I'm shouting out loud Insanity takes hold over me Turning away from the wall Nothing I can see The scream deep inside reflecting another person in my heart He calls me from within"All existence you see before youmust be wiped out: Dream, Reality, Memories, and Yourself" Art of Life by X Japan