Hmm. Exams. Damn it I should have started studying way back...Now I'm having a lot of problems... 1) I can't finish studying the stuff I plan to study for the day, so I have to drag it to the next day. 2) When I finally start doing it, I realise that I don't understand shit. Damn Japanese is on Tuesday and I still can't write (or read for that matter) Katakana. Stupid roleplay for Japanese. I don't even understand what I'm supposed to say. Wakarimasen. That means don't understand in Japanese. Losing faith in the people around me. Once you know them quite well, you'll see their bad side easily. No, nobody is perfect, I declare that I am not perfect, so don't you dare think that I'm a hypocrite. I may not the best fellow around, but I'm not the worst. Today was supposed to have legion meeting at 9am. Damn benedict called me to report sick and to cancel meeting. Yeah, and I just finished dressing up, brushing my teeth, and gelling my hair. I changed back into my sleep clothes with the gel still in my hair and went back to sleep. He called at around 8.30am. I slept at 2 am that day, so yeah. Alarm rang at 10, but I went back to sleep. Woke up at 2pm. I have to stop sleeping in. It's screwing up my study plans. Did aqueous solutions and reactions today. I don't know shit about it. That day I was feeling like crap. Tuesday or Wednesday I think. I was waken up by my father railing at my brother. "Going gallivanting again?!" Yeah whatever. Then there was drilling sounds from some idiot's house. Double whatever. I went back to sleep. I'll go sleep soon. Tomorrow got CL. God, help me... Desert Rose, Why do you live alone? If you are sad, I'll make you leave this life. Are you white, blue or bloody red? All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand.. The winds of time, You knock me to the ground I'm dying of thirst, I wanna run away. I don't know how to set me free to live, My mind cries out feeling pain. I've been roaming to find myself, How long have I been feeling endless hurt. Falling down, rain flows into my heart, In the pain I'm waiting for you. Can't go back, No place to go back to, Life is lost, Flowers fall. If it's all dreams, Now wake me up. If it's all real, Just kill me.... "Art of Life" by X-Japan It's thirty minutes long, so maybe you'll see me post another part of the song next time.